Philippians 4:13

Philippians 4:13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. 

I use this verse when I start telling myself I can't do it or I'm not good enough. For example, it was Friday March 13 and we had a test in first period. Of course, it was Friday the 13 and I was scared I was going to have a bad day. My teacher came in late as usually and we were all trying to cram a little bit more "knowledge" into our minds. Then she came in and started passing out the test. The only thing that was going through my mind was "I am going to fail." The teacher passed me my test and I freaked out. I just stared at the paper for few minutes. I knew I had studied for a long time last night, so it shouldn't have been a problem. Here's the deal, sometimes when I have a big test, I sometimes forget the information right before I get my test. That's because I'm nervous I'm going to fail. I don't know why, it just happens. 

So, anyway, I have my test and I start going through it to find the stuff that I know how to do. Once I did those problems, I went back to the ones that I didn't know. I started thinking and I remembered this verse. I didn't have enough confidence in myself to do it. I started praying to God, asking Him to help me remember what I studied. It was 8:50 when I started remembering things like how to graph a formula and how to solve the quadratic formula. Soon enough, I was almost done with my test. Then...the bell rang. So, I didn't get to finish my test but, I learned that you always have to believe in God and yourself. God will always help you. All you have to do is ask. Oh and, don't forget to say thank you. 

I'm Almost There

Hello again. I haven't blogged in forever. I found out you have to pay monthly for a website, so I'm just going to do a blog. My main goal right now is to do a blog a day and spend some free time with God. Lately, I have been avoiding Him with excuses. Sometimes I'll say I'm too tired or too stressed out, but everyone has time for God.

This week I accomplished finding out you have to pay for a website.

Right now, I am working on having more confidence in myself and spending time with God.

Next, I plan to start blogging.

I'm Working On It

Hello. I decided to say hello because my mom thinks that would be a better introduction. I don't want to make a separate blog, but if it gets complicated that's what I'll have to do. My mentor is my mom. She knows a lot more than I do so, she can help me out. I have already started doing blogs but I haven't done the website yet. I don't know what I want to accomplish yet. I'm still working on it. I'm kinda nervous about sharing my religion with other people. I'm a little insecure and I don't like to be come out of my comfort zone. I'm working on it.
This week I accomplished finding Bible verses to blog about. I haven't blogged about them yet.
Right now, I am working on getting my blogs in so that I can accomplish my goal.
Next week, I plan to have at least one blog a day done.

I Have An Idea!

I decided to do my 20 time on creating a website and blogging about my religion. I'm Christian, by the way. I like this idea better than my other one. So does my mom. I think I'm going to blog about different Bible verses. I would classify myself as a dreamer. Every night, I have dreams. I've always wondered why God never spoke to me like He does with my brother. But He does. God speaks to me in my dreams. My dreams are visions of what will happen. They are like prophecies. I don't always embrace them, but now, I need them more than ever. To be honest, I'm kinda nervous about talking about my religion to people because some people have different religions than I do.

Why Do I Have To Go Through This?!?!?!?!?!

So, I can't do the guitar because my grades are bad and my mom said no extra curricular activities. WHATEVER! I have to pick another 20 Time Project. Right now, I don't know what I'm going to do. I have so much other work I need to do. It seems impossible. I'm so stressed. Maybe I just need to CHILL OUT this weekend and think about. Maybe I need to calm down. There's nothing to worry about.

Playing The Guitar

I'm playing the guitar for my 20 Time Project. It's very hard. My fingers and my arms hurt. I'm using YouTube to help me practice. I haven't found me a mentor yet. I don't know where to look. Before I pick a song to play, I have learn how to play first. I can tell this is going to be a challenge. But, practice makes perfect. 

For my 20 Time Project, I'm going to learn how to play the guitar. To be honest, I'm pretty excited about doing this. Plus, I love music. Whenever I want to learn how to do something, I have to make sure it's something that I like. Playing the guitar is music and I love music. That way, it will be easier for me to learn because it fits my interests.